today, i feel like an option.
sure, i'll do for company or chatting until someone better comes along.
this has left me feeling rejected, because to whoever i'm engaged with, i'm fine until someone interesting comes along. someone who's getting married, or having a baby, or moving, or getting a new job, or going off to school, or starting their own business, or doing something BIG in life.
i'm not - so it doesn't matter what i'm doing - it's not big enough to matter.
i'll do until someone better and interesting comes along.
one day, i hope to be someone's priority instead of their option.