**ring ring** **ring ring** **ring ring**
hi, mamaw, it's me, rachel.
hi, rachel! how are you, sweetheart?
ah, mamaw, i'm not so good today. i really miss you and i just needed to hear your voice.
tell me, what's going on?
mamaw, i've been having more seizures and i can't figure out why. i feel tired and drowsy all the time. having seizures is such a lonely and isolating feeling.
you know i'm praying for you, right?
yes and i'm so grateful for that. i can feel the difference it makes in my life.
what can i do for you?
i don't know, mamaw. i wish you were here. i wish i could come visit you.
i wish you could too. you know i try to come visit you as much as i can in your dreams. i came just a few weeks ago and we talked about your life. you were doing better then.
ya, i remember. you should come see me again. i miss your beautiful face and loving hands. i miss rocking on the front porch swing with you and sitting by your reclining chair inside. i miss going to the dirt races with you.
i miss doing those things with you too. you know i'm ok, right?
i'm safe and happy and watch over you each day. i love you so much.
i love you too, mamaw. thanks for talking with me. bye.